GOT FABRIC...It's a Statement, Not a Question

Day 2

I've been quilting since 1982, so for 32 years.  EGAD!  Has it really been that long?  You would think after all this time I'd be a better quilter.  I'm not a professional - not a teacher - I don't quilt for money - I haven't written any books or made any patterns - I just make quilts for my family, my friends and for me.  I have won ribbons at quilt shows and prizes at quilt challenges so I'm not bad, but I could really be a lot better.  Quilting is my passion...I love it!  

I have amassed quite a stash of fabrics.  Some fabrics are leftover from quilts I've made, some are for quilts I haven't started yet, and some I thought were pretty or too cute or really AWESOME and I just had to have it! Some fabrics, well, I really don't know why I bought it.

GOT FABRIC
It's a Statement, not a Question

I have sorted and gone through my fabrics at least a hundred times but I just can't give it up. I've even had a friend come over for a fabric "Intervention".  She helped me go through it all, but you see, she is a quilter too, a lover of fabrics, and long story short, we didn't get rid of much.
Talking and blogging it out helps.  I've already approached my family about this dilemma and ideas are flowing like wine. Or maybe ideas and wine are both flowing?  Anyway they are all quite computer savvy, THEM not ME. They've come up with ideas about a website that I don't completely understand but I get the idea.  I've passed the idea past my friends and they seem to like it, and wine too.
I'm a Grandma who loves to quilt and I'm just now learning to blog.  As far as selling things, like fabric, I don't do well.  I'm not good at garage sales.  I end up giving things away.  All I want is an easy way to recoup some of the money I have spent on fabric so when I get to Washington I can buy some more.  OK, OK, I know this sounds a bit obsessive, and maybe it is, or clearly it is, BUT what will I do when I get REALLY old and can't afford the price of fabric? Huh?
Is this my first blogging argument?  It's only day 2 and thoughts in my brain are at odds with each other.  I'm arguing with myself.  I guess the daunting task ahead of me - MOVING my stash - has me in a tailspin.